Had the longest, scariest day in mommy-hood ever. So grateful for doctors & that I’m more forgiving when they don’t have all the answers because frankly neither do I. Motherhood is exhilarating & exhausting. So since they labeled the dinner I gave them at 430 pm an afternoon snack, I returned with 3 solid fist bumps saying popsicles n popcorn for dinner it is! Always reminding myself that days I see as failures, they see as favorites!
What Facebook is to me: it’s another random place I can leave my thoughts. I have many places. I write A LOT, its kinda my thing. I write books worth of worthwhile meaningful things, along with random crap nobody cares about but me.lol. But a few years ago, I realized (as morbid as I was thinking at the time, dark but true realities of how much time we get ‘here’ ), that I wanted to leave whatever pieces of me I could, for my kids… so that they could get a glimpse of who I was, in every way they could..
So, even though half of what I write doesn’t make sense to you… it’s for me, or for them. & because I’m often surprised to hear how different people were postively impacted by something I wrote- thats another reason I write it here too. I have all my posts published once a year for them. I get it’s weird, I’m ok with that, but thanks Facebook family for loving me thru all my random posts, as odd as most of them come across, they matter to me. You matter to me. – xo
